I wish I wore these fancy hairdosand silver jewelry.I could not smile with my shiny lipstick, and my charcoal lashes.I do not want to leave, I want to live it.I am sick of these glittering in my head, but I can't heal ~Because I do not want to heal. Yesterday,...

I just don't see what I can do anymore.These last days are the longer days ever.32 long days. I am not motivated to go to work anymore,even if I think about my Japan trip very soon.I am not motivated to do anything at home, because when I come back from...